Why me?

Hey peeps!
It's almost the end of 2018.
I decided to write a post today after a long time.
I just had to write this out 'cause I'm feeling a lot stress lately.
I'll begin with how my day went.
Let's start!

This morning, I woke up around the time I usually does.
Specifically, I woke up at 8.22am.
I think I forgot to set my alarm the night before.
Because it didn't rang this morning.
So yeah, I got up and get ready.
After that, I go to work.

We started by doing a little trading.
Yeah, that's my job, trading.
My job involves doing cryptocurrency.
After that, lunch time.
I ate alone as usual.
Went back to the office.

Okay, this is where it starts.
We did a little trading again.
And then, somehow, I was asked to write a formal letter.
I was asked about the storyboard for video animation.
This is what I'm going to talk about.

Let me tell you.
Before I started working here, I was told that the job scope was doing trading and customer service.
Somehow, I'm doing more than that.
I write news, look for a video animator, write the storyboard for the video, write a formal letter, design posters, etc
What's worse is when I'm rushed, and when people ask me stuffs about another thing that we're supposed to do while I'm struggling to finish the one I'm currently working on.

I used to love the working environment because everyone is friendly, helpful, and fun.
But as days go by, I'm starting to dislike it.
It's like everyone is taking advantage of me.
I always ask myself, "Why me?"
I cannot handle stress.
That's just me.
When I'm under pressure, I'll always stay quiet because I'm mad under pressure, but actually wanting to cry.
That's not it.
I don't just work during office hours, I work after I reach home too.
Nope, it's not another job.
It's the same job, except I work from home.
My working hours is from 9am to 6pm, but most of the time we had to stay a little longer at the office.
After reaching home, most of the time, we're required to some trading.
Usually we start trading around 9pm, and it usually ends around midnight.
We work during our day off too, and also during public holidays.
I can barely rest.
Sometimes, I have to be on call like a doctor.
There are a few times where I was out with my family on my day off, and they were looking for me, so I had to rush home just to work.

To those people who have a rough time at work, hang in there.
I'm staying strong even though I burst into tears sometimes.
Stay strong all.
I just need to get this off my chest.

As I'm ending this post, I'm actually doing my work.
It's 10.22pm.